Unbearable Agony: My Battle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches

It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden sensation sprang behind my one eye. It was followed by quick shocks, like electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

This condition typically begin with severe discomfort around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe pain focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.

Historical healing texts suggest unusual treatments for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery which supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.

In 1998, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.

In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.

A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.

National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some people.

But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout determines the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.

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Mary Williams
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